The Rainbow Circus (Featuring The Flyingape)

IAG Sunday

2008-07-25T22:10:00.000-07:00

I am Ghost Sunday

Hope to meet the band.

Overly excited

2008-07-17T10:51:00.000-07:00

hello. Been a while since I updated...
Major events to update
Here we go...

1) sister went home early. Home sick/ sick of my dad (she's a meany)

2) got a fender strat electric guitar :)

3) can play the begining of a lot of songs

4) got 2 new skateboards. One is a long board the other is normal

5) going to see bat man at 12:00

6) is pumped for school at valor ( my mom is being ... Never mind)

7) I really want the black parade is dead mcr live DVD

Honours what??

2008-07-06T01:43:00.000-07:00

I took my placement test for math at valor. The teacher said I had the highest score thus far. Honours algebra 1 here I come.

So I decided to go to some college and get my BA the go to an art school (Pratt institute please) to get my masters.

Ive been warped

2008-06-30T06:04:00.000-07:00

went to warped tour yesterday. It was amazing. Saw pierce the veil, the devil wears prada, The Briggs (who rocked), and more and got free CDs and cheap CDs. A free epitaph t shirt and bandana cause I bought a cd for cheap. (I am ghost is on epitaph)
got a bunch of free stuff... Got to see cool bands, an meet them and saw cool booth things. Got an invisble children DVD with a bracelet too.

Ya warped tour is amazing. Number 14 tour and I'm 14 years old. This thing is as old as me

Oh and saw some crazy hairdos and got caught in afew moshpits and stood next to hardcore dancers which are annoying. One hurt my knee when he push people back for room. Fag :P

Call me lucky

2008-06-22T01:20:00.000-07:00

My mom texted me and my sister while we were eating (Chicago style pizza) saying "Zac [step brother] is a liar and was kicked out. don't contact him or listen to him."
Well, I had already sent him a message the day before congratulating him on fessing his dream of going to film school to his dad and what not, and he replied later after my mom messages us.

He said his dad was talking about his mom bad and that he told his dad to shut up. He didn't and kept saying things and Zac threw his hat at him. Denis (the faggotry that married my mom) got out of the car and went to Zac's door, pulled him out, and started beating him on the head with his wedding ring hand (fist and all)
A bunch of cops and paramedics came and there were 8 eyewitnesses. Zac did not press charges on his dad but the city is. Aggregated assault...

I TOLD YOU FROM THE BEGINING! WE DONT KNOW HIM AT ALL!

Apparently he is violent and wreckless.
HE could have beat me or maybe he may beat my mom or my dog (I'd freaking rip his eyes out if he touched me my dog or my mom, the little dip weed)

Oh ya and it's true. I'm gone my brother is gone, my sister, and now zac.All they need is for the grandpa to croak and they'll get their wish of being alone. And get this, my sister, my brother and me will be separated from each other. I'm the only one
that will be with direct family

IMPORTANT UPDATE! VERY IMORTANT!

2008-06-20T01:22:00.000-07:00

I may have come to a final decision after much begging from my mom, to move to Colorado and to go to valor Christian high school. (valorchristian.com)

I had to throw out legal junk I researched to my mom, and she final gave way and accepted that I know what is good for me. I love my mom and stuff but I just can't live in the rural bucolic that is Athens. I need the city and a Christian school...
I barely even know my step dad and his son and it all just happened to fast for me. i'm sAd to leave friends and all but I will visit them when I can and what not. I just really need this.

Typing fast on iPods sucks.

Hellooo (skateboards)

2008-06-18T17:38:00.000-07:00

Hellooo... I've been skateboarding more recently, and I've basically picked back up where I left off so long ago... :D

I can basically do all the same stuff the exact same way... Muscle memory I guess...

Anyways... I'M GOING TO WARPED TOUR, AND I'M GOING TO SEE I AM GHOST LATER IN JULY! I'M STILL PUMPED!

2008-06-17T15:27:00.000-07:00

Google did it for the lulz

Google the phrase "the worst band in the world" and lol at the thing that says see results for creed

This was going to be a lenghty title but I decided to keep it simple.. Oh wait, it's lenghty now....

2008-06-17T00:44:00.000-07:00

Hey there world! Just wanted to fill you in on the fact that warped tour is in the Denver football staduim. The pit IS THE FIELD! That's some crazy stuff. The vend and booths will be in the lobby entrance area. I'm so pumped! I can't wait to get the free stuff at the booths!! :)

Think of it... A stadium full of punks and a few emos...

By the way, my sketchbook is full from spring break. I need a new one. This is my 5th sketch book to be filled...

I got v& (vans)

2008-06-16T23:30:00.000-07:00

I got vans

oohkay...

2008-06-14T12:51:00.000-07:00

Truth is... i'm not going to warped tour for the lulz... I'm going cause I love punk and ska.

and no, I'm not going to the I AM GHOST concert for lulz either, sadly. It's for the... not-so-lulz-mosh-pit

haha!

2008-06-08T11:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was my dad's birthday and what not so we had BBQ and fun games! And he is now officially one of the grown ups in the neighborhood (one of the coolest 6 that is) because the gave him a fold up chair that is red and says "Hot Rod" (rod is my dad's name)

I got him a super soaker, a kiddie pool, super soaker , and an old school style tech deck. All things he loves

I will be bored today, no internets on my iPod there.

arrg

2008-06-07T00:52:00.000-07:00

So, my sister is being an idiot and is scared because she and I heard a guy yelling "Ya ya ya" and then they like hit something with their car. Now she thinks there is someone in the backyard, even after the dog went through the doggy door outside and didn't bark... She wants me to go lock the door because she is scared and I told her to face her own fears

Live time blog. She's next to my now all scared

Oh and it's my dad's birthday!!

I love underoath

2008-06-06T01:10:00.000-07:00

SO TEAR ANOTHER PAGE FROM THE BOOK!

It's a Christian band :)

That's a fair question...

2008-06-06T00:44:00.000-07:00

Where? When? Why?
All questions floating in my mind
Don't ask me to be kind
Don't ask why I cry
Alone in this earth quake of nothingness

Yet not alone in other worldly sense
ah, but oh so accompanied; intense
as a bright light after years of darkshines into my heart.

haha

2008-06-04T23:28:00.000-07:00

Clean up my brains and sweep them underneath the rug
I needed them more than I needed any other drug.

- Falling Down by Atreyu

2008-06-03T02:17:00.000-07:00

okay, so I am literally blogging from my iPod touch... Anyways, that's way off subject.

It's late and stuff and I'm officially in Colorado. Spent the weekend after my mom's wedding at my brother's apartment. Just flew in... To CO. When I was in the Atlanta airport I got 3 comments on my gorillaz t shirt; one comment was right before boarding and the guy said "Great band man."

No, i'm not bragging about my awesome shirt. I'm saying this shirt probably got me some money and a job...
As always I drew in my sketch book while in the plane and was listening to my iPod. We landed and I packed up my junk, and the guy who said something about my shirt said to me "Man, are those original drawings you have in that book?" and I, of course said ya, and he said " Well, I'm an artist and I've been looking for cover art, so when I get off I'll wait up for you and get some info."

Sure enough, he waited and said "First of all, you got my attention when I saw your shirt. The are like my all-time favorite hybrid band. Then on the plane when I was bored as s*** ya know I couldn't help but look over and see your stuff."

So in the end be said he was making a hybrid hippy hippy type band with his crew here in Denver and was looking around and saw that everything else was flat, and that mine had inspiration. He wants me to do cover art for him on their album. I gave him my number and name...

I hope that works out well...
Typing this took forever due to the fact I'm on an iPod using one finger... At least I did it...

My party, and I cried cause I wanted to.

2008-05-25T15:23:00.000-07:00

I had a party for me moving on Saturday. It was depressing. I hated every moment of the end. I loved the beginning and middle. But it was too sad for me to handle.
I don't want to move, this is all my mom's fault, frankly, and her being selfish in every aspect isn't helping much. I am sick of this, AND I WANT TO STAY WHERE I AM.

Joey Jordinson Drum solo that is amazing

2008-05-25T15:18:00.000-07:00

Yes, another band thingy

2008-03-31T11:10:00.001-07:00

Okay, so ya it's another band thing. Wishpool. Check them out. They are good, and super nice guys. Really nice band. I hope they make it big.

Yes, another band thingy

2008-03-31T11:10:00.000-07:00

Okay, so ya it's another band thing. Wishpool. Check them out. They are good, and super nice guys. Really nice band. I hope they make it big.

The Best Band Ever

2008-03-30T14:11:00.001-07:00

Concert! WOOTNESS!

2008-03-22T10:44:00.000-07:00

This Monday; the world will never be the same. I am going to an Atreyu/Bullet For MY Valentine/ Bless The Fall/ etc. concert! :D It's gonna be awesome. MOSH PIIIIT!

Not much else to say, but in april, it's the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus concert! :D

An Indirect comment to the world

2008-03-14T21:50:00.000-07:00

I want less suffering in this thing we call the world, a home for nothing but hate, where people are left to die for being them. Death here now seems mediocre. So much now has blinded us from the truth. They just want us to get old and die, which is all we could wish for to pay the bills. Hypocrites and liars live on others pain and make their own days go by, still feeling empty inside. Heretics and truth givers? Never. They will tell you the world is bleak and dark, they will tell you it's not worth it, YOUR not worth it. Never listen to the murmur of the evil, or the hate of the loved ones. It's all smoke and mirrors in the end; killing and conceited.

A Dark Image of Happy thoughts

2008-03-14T21:42:00.000-07:00

A devil,
Never satisfied,
Never level,
A foe,
Never friendly,
Heart full of woe,
His tear is cold,
His tear is soft,
As he grows old,
His heart is no loft.

I am in art class

2008-03-14T10:52:00.000-07:00

I was bored.

none

2008-02-29T14:55:00.000-08:00

none

Why I Write

2008-02-24T12:01:00.000-08:00

I don't write for a reason,
I write for a feeling,
I write for love,
I write for hate,
I write for myself,
I write for you,
I write the words that mean the most to me,
I write the words that hurt me,
I write the words that help you,
I write the words I write because I feel I need to.

That's a comment I wrote to Why We Write.
It's kinda in poem form, kinda not. I dunno.

Sick still and I have an idea for a story

2008-02-24T11:08:00.000-08:00

I am sick still. It's not fun. Fun it is not.

I have an idea for a story, I think at least. I might right it, I might not. It is what it is, you know? I just hate when I start to write a story and I loose interest or it doesn't turn out right.
I dunno...

I also want to do art for some people if they are willing to pay me. But half the time kids are too immature who are my age to be willing to pay for something I worked hard on and expect it for free because we are "friends" I guess I will have to wait a year or two for when people have jobs and have some maturity. (but I can always sell online)

I don't know what else to say. Um.... what should I say? Tell me... comment. Tell me what to talk about :P

Projects and project and projects...

2008-02-22T14:23:00.000-08:00

French project, then lit project, then homeworks for math, lit, and french. I'M GOING INSANE.

A Dedication to AJ

2008-02-19T10:17:00.001-08:00

Walk down this path with me my friend,
A path full of twists and bends,
Slowly now, don’t trip or fall,
For after that your chances are small,

Once down this path I walked,
Alone and scared, as the crows gawked,
Waiting for the moment for me to fail,
And for them to swoop down and prevail,

The vines are on the road, and the rocks are in the ground,
A bumpy road we have found,
But it will be okay is we hold each other up,
Before we fall down, and fall into a horrid stirrup,

A tear rolls down my cheek,
As I write these words, but I dare not make a peep,
But follow me down this path, it will be fine,
What’s on the other side is yours, and is mine,

We inspire each other,
And work as brothers,
This we can get by,
Please don’t cry,

We have god, and god is on this path,
Hear his voice, and listen to his laugh,
Follow his voice, his laughter, and his love,
Come to him, and find the white dove,

Come down this path with me,
We must learn from the past you see,
Good will feed out of the bad, and one day,
We will reach the other end, and the skies won’t be gray.

Walk down this path with me,
Follow the golden sea,
Find the love and the hope you desire,
In the land of God and his holly empire.

Loves lost and fear gained,
I think these things can drive us insane,
But in heaven one day we will all meet,
And your loved one I will be able to greet,
You are my best friend.
And a broken heart is hard to mend,
But come down this road,
And defeat this hideous green toad.

You have saved 3 lives,
By discarding their knives,
And knowing their heart,
In truth that is the real start.

A dedication to AJ and his mother who died 4 years ago.

The Fire Twirlers Don't Have A Soul

2008-02-19T10:08:00.000-08:00

With arms wide open I mutter these words,
Under my breathe, they are barely heard,
I mutter these words I mutter these words,
With a misconception of my perception,

Take my words in and I’ll take you
in my arms are open for you to fill,
As long as you lungs are ready to inhale,

The contagiousness of my worlds let me mutter them again,
And again, listen and try not to defend,
With arms wide open I will take you in,

My heart sings out with open arms,
I take you in and sound the alarm,
So all will know you are safe and protected,
In my arms,
In them you know who you are and when you died,
In my heart.

So grasp my hand and I’ll pull you in,
A fire starts deep within,
The heat is rising and rising,
It melts us inside,
Yet to me this isn’t a surprise,

My arms are open; your heart is healed,
Now let’s sing this and burn the field,
With your fiery eyes and joyous heart,
You take me in.

Your heart sings out with open arms,
You take me in and sound the alarm,
So all will know I am safe and protected,
In your arms,
In them I know who I am when I lived,
In your heart.

Now listen here, with arms wide open,
I took you in and healed your wounds,
You were dead in your pool of shame,
Lying and waiting for me to lead you from your dread,

But you have repaid me, and I have died in glory,
And will live on in your heart,
I have done my good deeds,
Now carry it on and do yours,
That way you can live forever in mine.

A nice Morning

2008-02-18T19:58:00.000-08:00

It isn't hard to wake up in the morning and just sit around for a while. It seems to happen to you a lot when you are either sad or very happy. It's a moment of stepping back and taking it all in. In that momment it seems as though everything in the world makes sense, but then you get up to brush your teeth and take a shower. It all goes down from there. The water in the shower ends up cold, and your tooth paste's opening is closed shut by solid paste (and that paste won't come off unless you wip out the chain saw or a nice hammer and nail). It seems as though your life is spiralling down into a dark hole of solid tooth paste and cold water. You walk to the closet, find your mediocre clothes, slip them on, then attempt to find your shoes in under 48 seconds to beat yesterdays record. You find the shoes in about eight minutes and accept your defeat. Now that you have your shoes you go get breakfast, but since there happens to be no milk by the time you get there, you have to stick with dry cereal and toast. Now that your day is officially ruined, you don't care what happens next. Ah, but then you remember to turn on your ipod and listen to some good music. (ie. I am Ghost, AFI, HIM, ect.) Your day is thus forward fixed and your life seems peachy.

I am Tregg, and this is my first post. :D